lost in you

is this how's my life suppose to be
is this my life's wicked destiny
no matter how hard i try
i always end up making you cry

i try to be the person
you want me to change into
i try my best to hold on
to keep the pain inside

but i'm losing my grip
i need to let go and weep
cause there's so much inside
overflowing, that i can't hide

it's tearing me up

people ask me to part with you
because of the hurt you put me through
because of the senseless things you do
they say your friendship is not true
to who should i listen to?

i'm stuck men, where should i go
go back to my usual walk
or just be hypnotised by their blind talks
i'm lost men, i don't know who to follow

eventhough i want to be by your side
others will despise me for doing that
the whole in my heart's so wide
i just need you cover it flat

like a lost sheep in the wilderness
wating to be found by its beloved shepherd

but i'm just too scared to get near you
i don't want history to rewind this phenomenon
like a bird in the middle of the ocean, no refuge
can't solve this problem, so much easier to run